Dear Bean:
My rib pain is back. I can't take it. I can't laugh or stretch my arms upand it hurts to bend over. I sneezed this morning and thought I was going to die. And the pain hasn't subsided like it did on Monday. So I called my Dr. and the nurse said she couldn't get me in until this afternoon and suggested I go to Urgent Care. I don't really feel like anyone can do anything for it, I just want to know a reason as to WHY I am having this pain. So I am waiting for this afternoon to see my own Dr and not the Urgent Care Dr. This really sucks Bean. So stop doing this to mommy if you are the cause of my pain.
Then I wonder..."How the hell am I supposed to have a natural birth with no drugs if I can't deal with this pain?!?!"
But I keep telling myself that labor will be different. It makes sense. It's supposed to happen the way it does. And the fact that I don't want you drugged before you even enter this world.
I wonder if the cause for my pain is really you because they messed up my due date and you're almost ready to come and you're so big right now you have no room to go so you have to dislocate my rib. Hmmm wishful thinking.
Less than 2 months Bean. Hoooray!!! :-)
I love you baby.
Love,
Mommy
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