I Sooo Love You

Dear Teagan:
I love you so much it hurts. Your craziness, your smile, your laughing, your crying, your whining & screaming....everything about you. I would die over and over again if I had to for you.
My love for you is like no other. I listen to coworkers and friends and other people talk about their lives, but I don't hear them bringing up their child's name as much as I bring up yours. Sometimes I wonder if maybe its because other people have more of an outside life than I do. But I don't think so. I mean, yes, you've become my life, but I still do other things. I just know you are my number one. I love you more than anything in this world. I love all you crazy things you do. You howling like a coyote and your fake laugh you do and now you shake your head no or yes all the time.
Of course you test me, but not on purpose....or so I think. I know you sometimes mean it, but I like to think you don't!
I just love you more than anyone ever could. Except your daddy. He loves you just as much. You're so lucky to have a daddy that loves you this much. I've never known a daddy that is sooo involved in a child's life. He would do anything to make you happy. Even when I'm on the brink of losing it, daddy can always make it alright for both of us.
We have the best family.
I want you to know how awesome your life is.
I shouldn't have to tell you, you know too.
I love you to the moon and back.
Love,
Mommy