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Dear Teagan:
This is the last whole week we have to spend together. At first I had planned to go back go work tomorrow. But nana would only be able to watch you tomorrow and then she's going to Vegas so I would have to find a different sitter for you and I really don't want to have to worry about that the first week I get back to work!
I'm ready to go back to work because I get bored at home, but I don't want to leave you for so many hours. I also don't want to miss anything! I want to be the one there for all your milestones- first time you roll over or first step, first word, etc. I feel like having to work your first year is nonsense. Bullshit actually. Daddy keeps saying he's going to get rich so we can stay home together. That would be nice because then I would get a part time job just to get out of the house a couple hours a day, like 20-25 hours a week would be good!
Gouverneur school called me to offer me a substitute teacher position. It would be absolutely perfect, except since it's part time I wouldn't have health insurance. Well, you either since you're on my insurance. I could also see about getting you on child health plus.
Also, the daycare on Fort Drum is hiring so I need to get on my resume and get that sent in. That way, I would bring you with me and get to see you a few times a day at least. And then you wouldn't have to go to nana's everyday. It's not that I don't trust her, because I do very much, I guess it's a little jealousy? She'll get to see you all day everyday while I get only enough time to feed you, bathe you and put you to bed at night. I'm just very bitter about it.
You are going to get another cousin in less than 2 weeks! You guys will be in the same grade! Hopefuly you'll still be close although she's a girl.
Speaking of more family, your daddy needs to hurry up and just marry me already. I want to start trying to have another baby next summer. I would love to give you a brother!! Then we could wait a few years and have more!! Daddy even wants to try again next summer! Well hellooooo he better marry me or grandma might flip out! Actually, at this point I don't think she'd care. She's trying to convince aunt Erin and uncle Todd to have a baby and they don't even have a house!
Yesterday you had what I thought could have been blood in your poop. There were 2 like pieces of pink goo. So I kept an eye out for more, but nothing. But then after everytime you ate, you would throw up. And not just a little, but a lot. And it was like thick and slimey. I thought you were sick! So I took your temperature with a rectal thermometer. I usualy use a touchless one but thought maybe I should try the rectal to double check. Well, that was an experience! You pooped on me in the middle of it!! So then I had to take it again! It was normal. I thought maybe it just had something to do with what I ate. Finally before bed I fed you and for the first time that day you didn't throw up!! And today you are fine today!! You do have a stuffy nose though. I think you got a cold from daddy. He's had an icky cold for the past week. Also we went to grandma and grandpa's for dinner Sunday night and everyone over there had colds. I knew that, but it was pointless to keep you away from them. You were bound to get a cold eventually!
Yesterday we got DirecTV!! Woohoo! Finally for the first time in almost two years we'll have good tv! I also ordered daddy the NFL Sunday ticket! So now every Sunday you and daddy will be able to hang out and watch football. You do already, but now you'll be able to watch all the games!!
Okay time for me to shower and get a move on on the laundry! You're out of clean bibs since you've been barfing all over them!!
I love you baby!
Love,
Mommy