Today you are with Nana while I'm at work. It's actually not as bad as I had anticipated it to be. I got everything all ready last night. Your diaper bag packed, your clothes picked out, my lunch packed and all my pumping stuff packed. So this morning went pretty smoothly. We were out of the house by 6:55am and I had enough time to get you to nana's and go over a few things with her. It wasn't the leaving you part that sucked, its the fact that I have to be gone for so many hours. I miss you so much. I also feel so bad because I feel like you must be so confused as to why your mom would leave you! I'm coming back for you baby don't worry!! While I was in the shower this morning, you were in your bouncy seat and daddy came in to say goodbye to you and gave you some kind of talk. All I heard was that he would be super fast getting home after work so he could hurry up and get you. Then around 9ish he texted me asking if I had called and checked on you yet. I hadn't so then a while later he texted me back and said he called to check on you. He must have been worried about you as well!! At lunch at noon I called and checked on you too. You sounded happy. Nana put the phone near you so I could say hi and she said you started kicking at the sound of my voice and I could hear you chatting. You're such a good baby.
On Sunday you and daddy were twins!!
You guys look so much alike it's scary!
So I was a bit concerned about the pumping at work situation, but everyone is very supportive of it. I have a good schedule going and no one minds which is good. I'm pretty lucky to be able to pump when I need to. I know it's required by law now that employers have to give you a place to do it, but some people, such as teachers, don't have the opportunity to do it on a schedule. So I'm glad that I do.
Alright, I should probably get back to working.
I love you tons and tons baby.
Love,
Mommy
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