Dear Teagan:
You're already 2 months old (and one day)! Holy crap where does time go?!? Daddy was just saying how fast it has gone by and that in another ten months you'll be a year old. Which is only 5 more 2 months! It's crazy how slow time went by the whole time I was pregnant and now that you're out it's flying by!
So I've been back to work for a week now and it's going okay. It really sucks that starting this past Monday daddy started working out of town and doesn't get home until the same time as I do. So it's really hard to feed you, pump, freeze all the milk I pumped while at work, get dinner done, try to do laundry, eat dinner, give you a bath, get you ready for bed, read a story and then feed you and pump again all before 9pm when I want to go to bed. Last week at least daddy would be home and showered and he even had time to get dinner at least started before I got home, but now we get home at the same time and he needs to shower while I feed you and then pump. Ahhh its just so hard.
I get a little stressed out about your level of care with nana, although I shouldn't. I know she'd never do anything to hurt you of course, but I just am a bit crazy about how I want things done and for some reason my brain seems to think if things aren't done exactly how I do them you may not survive. Okay, not really, but I'm just neurotic about how I want things done. I guess I just have to let some things go. I know in all actuality, you'll be just fine. You're too young for anyone to really screw you up anyhow!
Well I have to get going. Time to go pick you up!! :-)
I love you tons and tons and I miss you terribly while I work!
Love,
Mommy
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