3 Months Left!!

Dear Bean:
Today there is exactly 3 months until my official due date, but hopefully you will be here before then.
We know what your name will be for sure if you are a girl. We have 2 choices for if you are a boy. But we like them both equally so it all depends what you look like once your here....if you're a boy of course. I'm convinced that you are a boy....daddy is convinced you are a girl. Oh the suspense! Either way, we have your name picked out finally. I have to get to the hardware store to get some stuff to make your name blocks. Unless daddy can make what I need. I'm pretty sure he won't let me buy what I need because he is super handy. You'll find this out shortly. Like Christmas when you get toys that need to be put together, you'll always want to have daddy do it!
The other night Daddy and I laid on the couch and watched you wiggle about in my belly and Daddy tried to feel for any type of body part. He's so scared he'll hurt you though so he doesn't push very hard to feel anything, unlike me. I know you're tough in there and you have lots of padding in there! I tried to explain to Daddy what you felt like moving in my belly and this was my explaination: "It's like when you get a goldfish and it's in a plastic baggy with the water only it has no air in it and you cup your hand around it and you can feel the goldfish ever so subtly hitting the sides of the bag." That's the best way for me to describe it. But then there are days when I don't feel as much on the outside as I do on the inside. Like when you hit my cervix and it feels like someone is kicking me really hard between the legs, or when you bounce on my bladder, or stick your foot in my groin/hip.
Speaking of hips, mine have really been hurting lately. Like baddd. Probably getting wider. Eeeek. They better go back!
So it's official. The other day was the last day I will be able to paint my own toes. It hurt sooo bad bending over to reach them. I tried sitting on the toilet and putting my foot on the wall and then I tried sitting on the floor and I tried standing with my foot on the bathtub. All positions hurt me. I also decided that today should probably be the last time I shave my legs in the shower while no one else is home. I'm not so good at balancing on one foot anymore as my balance is a little off these days. And lastly, it hurts to sit with my legs crossed. Half the time I think I'm sitting so manly like because my legs are open. Oh well it's comfortable.
Okay time to get back to work now.
Love you Bean and I can't wait to meet you!!
Love,
Mommy