I'm Sorry

Dear Teagan:
I'm sorry I'm such a bad mommy lately.
I'm just so sick and tired all the time. I didn't cook dinner all last week. All I want to do is sleep and throw up. It's horrible.
It'll all be worth it though when you get your baby brother or sister home!
I just feel so bad because now that I know there's going to be another baby soon I feel like I need to be spending extra time with you right now while you're my one and only.
I also feel like you're going to be mad once Sprout comes along.
Hopefully I'll be back to normal soon.

I booked our flight to go down to North Carolina to see Dani, Jed & Owen today. I'm really excited. But I'm also really nervous about flying with you and being pregnant. It's not so much the flying part that scares me, its the layover part. I'm so scare you'll get kidnapped or something. I'm going to buy you one of those backpack leashes and make you wear that. Although I read today that a stroller is considered a carry on and I can bring that and not have to pay extra. So we'll see. I just feel like a leash would be easiest though so you can get up and stretch your legs and move freely. I don't want to have to be "that girl" that has troubles putting her stroller in the thing up above or have trouble folding or unfolding it. So we'll go with the backpack.
I'll be 17 weeks when we go. Hopefully I won't be too big by then that we'll be uncomfortable since you'll be riding on my lap.
We sure are going to miss Daddy. But we're going to have so much fun!!

You've been doing so so good on the potty lately. You will just randomly start saying "potty, potty" and when we ask if you have to go you either say yes or no. If you say yes then we run in to the potty and sit you down. Sometimes you pee, sometimes you poop, sometimes you just sit there and grunt because you think it's funny. But I'm so proud of you. You'll be using the big boy potty regularly in no time at all!!

Alright baby, its time for me to leave work and come pick you up.
I love you tons and tons and to the moon and back!

Love,
Mommy