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Dear Teagan:
You will realize very soon in life that nothing is ever "fair." You probably already know this actually. You are probably thinking "It's not fair my mom and dad aren't with me everyday" right now. That's what I'm thinking. It's not fair I'm not with you more. It's not fair to me or to you. It's not fair that when I am home that you are asleep so we never get to spend time together in the evenings. It's not fair that since I work 45 minutes from home I have to wake you up before you're ready to just so I can start getting you ready. It sucks. But for now that's what we have to do!
You are 3 months old now and very social! We had a recheck drs appt yesterday to see how you were gaining weight and you are now up to 12 lbs, 2 ounces! You've grown out of the majority of 0-3 month clothes. I packed them up this morning. It was bittersweet. I packed up the knit hat they put on you when you were first born...it's sooo teeny tiny! I came out and showed dad and I just wanted to cry. But now we're on to the big boy clothes and I'm excited about that because we have some really cute outfits for you to wear!
I went to a job interview last week and was offered the job. It's at a daycare and I'd really like to accept the position, but financially, it's not a good choice. It would Be the same amount of money, same drive, and less hours.
Hopefully a great job opportunity will come along soon!
Grandma Karen babysat you the other day. You loved hangin out with her and Sherm, and they really enjoyed watching you!
Tonight dad and I are going to go out to dinner. We'll only be gone about and hour or 2. So you'll hang out with nana and poppy.
Well, it seems as though you are hungry!
I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Mommy